The Crisis of Faith!

Good morning, Papa God! 

My heart and mind are on one person today who is having a crisis of faith. Did I minister well to her? Was the wisdom You gave me for her heard? A crisis of faith is hard to navigate. I know this well as one who has had to do it. It is hard to navigate through because thinking and decisions are being driven by the emotions of the heart, by personal wants and desires. Anger and resentment and forgiveness drive our state of being during this crisis time. And why? Because, Papa God, we didn’t get what we wanted, when we wanted it. Satan takes hold of our heart and our being and convinces us, in that moment of crisis, that You don’t love us or care about us. But those are lies straight from the pit of hell. And yet, even in that moment, when we are screaming out of our hurt, our anger, our belief of Your unfairness towards us, You remain You! God! When we scream ‘why’, You say because I am God! It becomes a matter within the heart to continue to believe that You DO know best and that You still love us so very deeply. The human heart is driven by desire and emotion and is easily changed. My mind and heart are on that person currently in my sphere of influence who is experiencing a crisis of faith … heartbroken, swimming in a pool of doubt and confusion, unable to stand as the floods of anger and hurt and resentment are washing over her. Give her the spiritual strength to withstand the onslaught, to let go of what cannot be, to accept what is, to confess and own her actions for where she is in her current state, and to embrace the depths of Your love, no matter what Your answer is for her life. This is what my prayer was at the time of my crisis of faith … spiritual strength to let go, to accept, to confess, and to embrace all that was a part of my crisis of faith. Establish her in Your truth as You did for me.

My child,

I know who you are thinking about and praying for. I will do all you have asked in this matter. I hear your heart’s cry on her behalf. I will continue to give you wisdom and the words to speak into her heart and life. Continue to minister to her and leave the rest to Me. I am at work deep within her soul. I have her in My grip, and I am holding onto her. She is My beloved child. As you well know, temper tantrums by My children never change My deep love for them.