Good morning, Papa God!
Why is it that I sit here and think that all I do each day since retiring is futile? Why can’t I see purpose and meaning? Why do I just sit and think that the rest of my days have nothing else of significance? I know I heard You say to me: “Go to FL” (even though I didn’t want to I came in obedience). “Go do a women’s ministry of teaching” (Galthinos ministry has not happened). “Go do a blog.” And, in all of these, there seems to be nothing happening, at least not as I expected. I know I heard You loud and clear, and now I have ended up here. I don’t understand how any of this is a part of Your plan. But then, maybe it is! It just looks different than I thought! You have given me a ladies bible study. I know You are good, but it doesn't always feels good. All I can say, “Your will be done, now and always, even when I don’t understand.” I continue each morning sitting in Your Presence, waiting. As I sit here though, I am moved to count all my blessings, even as I wait for You to show me Your will for my next open door. Even if I were to start counting all my blessings I would certainly run out of numbers. Well, maybe not run out as much as not being able to even count that high. For my brain, there is certainly a very finite number to which I can count. But Your blessings towards me reach infinity, too numerous to count. And so I sit here… a grateful and thankful child… reiterating again “Your will be done” in my life.
My child,
When you sit in darkness and all is unclear to you, I will be your light. I will be a light to your path and a lamp to your feet. I am with you always, even when it all seems dark and confusing. You are trying to carry tomorrow’s load of worries today. You do not have enough strength for that. Leave your tomorrows in My hands and all the results of your life. Quit worrying about how the days of your life will turn out. Just rest in Me and keep your focus on the step right in front of you. I AM who I AM! Know Me by My eternal name. I AM watching over you. No matter what life is like or the season you are in, I AM! At just the right time – that’s how I do things. Yes, My child, I AM watching over you closely and in your life “at just the right time” I will show you what you are to do and where you are to go. I got this! I always see! I always hear! I always know where you are! I always deliver! I AM!
(Psa.119:105; Micah 7:8; Exo.3:14-16; Psa.40:15; Psa.31:19; Matt.6:10)
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