Good morning, Papa God
I sit in silence … evening now… no words written today. My heart seems to be always hurting and crying out in pain. I am tired, Lord, of isolation and solitude. I have rested on the question You asked the blind man so long ago, “What do you want Me to do for you"? I am now pondering that question as if You asked me. The question is not necessarily hard, but it’s the diving down into my emotional state of mind that is hard. Would I ask for …
- Complete healing from the hurt and pain of my past or
- Removal of isolation and loneliness or
- Understanding my circumstances
Papa God, I don’t think that it is really any of those things that I want because they are all the temporary things of this life. So, as I ponder this question more deeply, I know what I want You to do for me. Please help me live above my circumstances each day, and to be emotionally strong enough each day, not succumbing to the lies of Satan, but to stand on Your promises to me.
Good morning, My precious child,
Of all the things I have said to you this morning, write this down, “Are you willing to sacrifice and do what I have asked of you, even if there is no applause, recognition, or affirmation?” These are the things that you yearn for because you had so little of it as a child. You need to lay it down, and let go of the past hurts. Are you okay with writing and encouraging others from inside your four walls? You, My child, are not the first one who has written My words of encouragement to others from inside your walls. You are in good company – Paul, Joseph, Peter. So, even in your life of loneliness, you can write, study, teach, pray, and encourage. My child, trust Me, no matter what your daily circumstances may look like. I know the plans that I have for you and will lead your steps each day.
Mark 10:51
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